Today when talking to a friend came across a very good perspective and I thank that person for making me think like that. I was feeling like God is just making me stupid because I have been constantly working for my dreams and what I deserve, yet things don't seem to be happening. So, this friend of mine tells me that I have everything and only one dissatisfaction is my husband and I thought let me write down my problems and let's see how I can solve them.

I usually don't think about the problems in my life unless I am really disappointed. Being human all of us go through those moments when you are feeling low, when you only see problems and I do the same as well. Anyways, lets see what list of problems .

1) What does life have to offer me? I know I have kids, one is already about to go for graduation and then he will live his life wherever he wants to. The other is young and I need to take care of him. Yes, I have given him birth, its my duty I need to do.

2) The husband I no longer consider husband means I am missing a person who can be there for me all the times.

3) The husband which is just constantly nagging - finding reasons to put me down, trying to overpower me, bullying me, different thinking.

4) I am working on my dreams--which aren't seeing results as of now- that is what makes me disappointed

5) I want to live my life free- doing things I love and not what is wanted from me.


Looks like I got my answer.
I am here on a life purpose to help people and attain my moksha and everything I am going through is leading to it. Thank you Universe for reminding me. So blessed I am.