Today I chose to write down my heart.
Not because I want anyone’s attention,
Not because I want sympathy,
Not because I want popularity,
Not because I want to escape from this world
Today I chose to write down my heart
Because the pain in my heart is bursting out
Because I feel I am not loved by anyone
Because no one expresses me if anyone loves me
Because I am not even sure if I am needed by anyone anymore
Today I chose to write down my heart
Because I am living between ‘ I am here only to give love’
and ‘ Don’t I deserve Love’
Because I am not sure if I should live for my purpose or my
kids
Because maybe it’s time to rest in peace forever
Because I feel helpless and useless
Today I chose to write down my heart
Because I also feel like having a go to person with whom I
can share my happiness
Because I feel like having a person whom I can hug and cry
and be in arms with when I feel low
Because I miss that assurance that could say ‘ you got it
girl, I am with you’
Because I don’t speak up so that I don’t hurt anyone
Today I chose to write down my heart
Maybe it would heal my heart
Maybe it would cool me down again for a while
Maybe someone should know the reason in case I leave my body.
Maybe it will shake up people to value love
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